December 2011
1 post
July 2011
1 post
Waking up knowing I'm about to feed/dress the most...
August 2010
1 post
using my other tumblr penarenee.tumblr.com
July 2010
4 posts
going back to my old tumblr penarenee.tumblr.com,...
Oh, and I love going through my old Tumblr posts. Hahahahahaha shit.
June 2010
8 posts
We can live there together or I'll live alone less...
Here, it’s clear that I’m not getting better. When I fall down you put me back together.
Even if I knew when to say enough is enough. Compared to your “battle scars” it wouldn’t make me look half as tough. Just that I couldn’t follow through and run. something keeps me hanging around even though the world’s weight has already had me down and out of your way. This storm is at bay. about your benefit I constantly think. This ship will sink. This ship will...
I can do without your problems. You’re desperate at best, all you do is complain. I apologize for all the times I tried to help in any way. And oh, did I mention your cries for attention are driving me insane.
This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang but a whimper.
– T.S. Eliot (via scyler) (via quote-book)
May 2010
2 posts
April 2010
3 posts
I removed almost everyone from my “Follwers” or “Following” on Twitter that I didn’t really talk to anymore. I just had to.
I don’t need anyone in my business
March 2010
7 posts
Captcains always call the shots the crews been giving all its got. If this ship is goes down the oceantakes it all. Id send you straight to heaven im right were i belong. The stars above dont give a damn. They do their job. Guide me home. poison goes best with my daily two course meal. Blackened lungs and failed attempts to deal. Holding you so high has weighed me to the ground but without you to...
I’m not as clever as I used to be and words tend to slip through my fingers these days You could call it falling apart, or I guess I’m just growing up in this town I now see as nothing more than a rut I’m counting the days until I’m getting out getting around to not counting myself out there’s no way I can even explain how tired of this I am no metaphor in...
The words im singing with my head held high are to keep this ship from sinking because the captains been long since gone. All the words come out to the beat of my favorite song Weve been living it all along. Bad habits and the best of intentions. Petty fights that with friends youll always win. Changes in life are the hardest to deal with and the weight of the world is more than I could handle...
If someone said three years from now you’d be long gone, I’d stand up and punch them out cause they’re all wrong. I know better cause you said forever and ever. Who knew.
February 2010
12 posts
I have an interview today
iwantyoursoda:
At American Apparel!!!
In about 3 hours :) Good thing I didn’t go to school today or… idk, I don’t think I would’ve answered the call!
They don’t like colored hair
I got hired @ the La Cantera one but couldn’t work there and said that I’d be able to work at Northstar and they didn’t hire me thereeeee
oh ;3
oceansandoceans:
happy birthday renbaby! (;
thank you love<33
I don’t use this anymore but I’m 18 yaaaaaaay
thank you Valerie for the picture of my baby<333
;-*
And thank you to whoever’s said Happy Birthday to me already and it hasn’t even been an hour!:)
QUICK
iwantyoursoda:
leave me something in my formspring or just reblog this or something and I will draw you something tonight and mail it to you.
Don’t confuse this with me asking what you want me to draw, because I suck at requests… I’m just going to give you something because I want to.
?!!?!:D
January 2010
27 posts
This is fucking stupid. Fuck you. I can't do this...